Tuesday, March 31, 2009

No Meeting

No meeting today.

10 days remain on the deadline that was issued 50 days ago.

And gee, after having a problem of this magnitude
hang over your head for 50 days,
what's 10 more?

I didn't know that the blood pressure in my head could feel so high.
My attitude has reached an all-time record on the "bad" scale.
My pessimism has reached an all-time high.
Or would that be low?
My nerves are shot.
My well is dry.
I.Am.Done.

13 comments:

Salzwedel Family said...

Oh Sarah...there are no words. Praying the Lord meets you where you are.

mama bear said...

Ugh, are you kidding me? I don't even know what I could say to make you feel better, so I am just gonna say I'm praying.

Sawatzky Kids said...

As always Sarah you are in our thoughts and prayers. Again I wish for nothing more than to be able to offer my support in person rather than the internet!
Shelly and gang

This Mama said...

Oh Sarah I am so sorry. Reading your blog (the adoption part) makes me want to enroll in karate classes so I can only imagine how you must feel.

small town girl said...

I am so so sorry. You and your family are in my heart and in my prayers, and I so wish there was something else I could do to ease your pain.

ManyBlessings said...

Lordy girl...

I am at a complete loss for words...

Having been there myself, I am pleading on my knees with you...

dawn

Matt and Carlyn said...

I am so sorry, Sarah. I don't know what else to say. Blessings, Carlyn

Tracy said...

So sorry, Sarah. I honestly am just at a loss for words lately with the entire Haitian adoption process... I hope you're able to put those ugly thoughts aside and enjoy your time away. Hugs.

bbbunch said...

I'm sorry Sarah. I will continue to be here...to pray and to let you vent!

Beck

Maggie Mae said...

Don't forget the gifts and blessings the Lord has given you. This is another setback, yes. ...and no, I don't understand the extent of your pain. But I DO know that your life is full of blessings that you really just need to focus on right now.

I waited patiently for the Lord;
he inclined to me and heard my cry.

Psalms 40:1

I love you Sarah. We are praying for you all!

Jenn said...

I am not even sure what to say anymore...I am so sorry. This has gone on far too long.

Katy said...

I am SO very sorry for your adoption misery....I am ashamed myself of feeling miserable just sitting in dispensation for 7 months....I wish I could do something more, like throw a tantrum in front of those responsible, or beg...but alas, I will PRAY.

Melanie said...

Sarah!

Finally catching up with your recent posts. I'm so sorry!

Like all the previous comments, I don't even know what to say...except we are praying, praying, praying for you! You've got a great group of friends here and in your extended blogging family behind you! Know that you can call on us for anything!

Love ya!